Two Steps Forward

“I am a slow walker, but I never walk backwards.” – Abraham Lincoln

I’m walking pretty slow here.  I’ve walked backwards, too.  It’s hard to give up 32 years of percieved control.  Baby steps are all I’ve got right now, and I just realized what a load of crap that sounded like.  I’ve got more than baby steps in me.  I’m still scared.  And lazy.  I’ve got no real reasons left, they’ve all been blown away.  I’ve always been in control.  Now I just have to choose to use it.